a cha chat match

yesteraday , we played match . so yah , there was no traning . as usual , we played like ' CHA CHAT ' people . the match ended 2-2 . but i was unhappy with myself . because , i am suppose to playing denfense midfield but instead i went back to help my defenders , ending up , leaving a huge hole in the centre for the opponent to start the attack for the centre itself . after the match , we gathered around , sheau shyan ( coach ) wanted to talk to us . she ask whether we got anything to tell her . at first , i hesitated , so i told her no . then i pick up the courage to tell her that i did not play well . then she was diasppointed with uxs then she went off . after she left , i realise the error that i make . i learnt to trust my teamates more . as in , in the match , i need to tell myself that they arae capable of doing it on their own . and another thing is to suppport the players both in atttack and defending part . lesson learnt is that laern to trust my team mates more . but then , there are some i cannot trust at all , till now .